Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Going home...

So this is it! The moment I've been waiting for, time to move out of Florida! After 2 years and 9 months I am finally leaving! I know in my last post I said I was moving to the Bay area, however, I had a change of heart and have decided to return to the best city in the world, NYC! There were many factors that resulted in my change of plans. Initially the main factor was financial. Things came up and it wasn't working out financially for me to move all the way to CA without having anything set job-wise. However, after much pondering and a visit home, I realized that I need to do what will result in my overall happiness and that is return to NYC. Not just because I love the city and I have a lot of friends in the area, but because it's what I am meant to do right now.

Despite how much I dreaded living in FL at times, I feel it was beneficial in the sense that I learned a lot about life, love and myself. I feel that overall I have grown up a lot and although some of my realizations have been difficult and painful at times, I feel I can finally move on and become the person I know I can be. The longer I stayed here, the longer I was prolonging my new life. I'm finally doing something solely for myself. The past couple of years I felt like I lost a piece of myself but now I am going back to find it and become the real me again.

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